29.10.2016
"It’s like screaming but no one can hear.
According to my social media and my everyday life I am the happier girl. That’s the biggest lie. I walk around with the biggest smile on my face and always laughing everyone’s always asking “how are you always so happy” but what is happiness? Does anyone really know the meaning of it? Are we really happy like we say we are? I certainly don’t know what it means. See when night comes and I’m all alone I feel this void I feel anger. When someone asks me how are you doing all I wish I could do is scream I hate this place I’m so unhappy but instead I take a deep breath and with the biggest smile on my face I say “I’m great I’ve never been better” I’m constantly talking about how happy I am but no one sees I am just trying to convince myself. I’m screaming and no one can hear."
According to my social media and my everyday life I am the happier girl. That’s the biggest lie. I walk around with the biggest smile on my face and always laughing everyone’s always asking “how are you always so happy” but what is happiness? Does anyone really know the meaning of it? Are we really happy like we say we are? I certainly don’t know what it means. See when night comes and I’m all alone I feel this void I feel anger. When someone asks me how are you doing all I wish I could do is scream I hate this place I’m so unhappy but instead I take a deep breath and with the biggest smile on my face I say “I’m great I’ve never been better” I’m constantly talking about how happy I am but no one sees I am just trying to convince myself. I’m screaming and no one can hear."