31.10.2016
To the girl who is always emotionally unavailable, I feel your pain, I feel the wreck that has come upon you forming this cloak of skin you wear. Barely feeling your own touch, you've forgotten how to love yet you constantly are in search of feeling complete. You sleep a little too much, you laugh a bit too hard all the time because you loved too hard once before and now you are broken. Your little glass heart shattered right on the ground.
You feel this sea of emotions that you can't explain, and I want you to know it's okay.
I want you to know that everything will be okay. it happens. Life got in the way of your growth and swayed you off track but it's okay. Everybody hurts sometimes but the main point through it all is to get back on your feet.
You need to learn to stand up on your own. There is no greater hero than yourself.
You don't need to love anyone more than you have to learn to love yourself. The greatest lesson in life that I've known besides forgiveness is self love. I believe you can mend the wounds of those who've hurt you. Those scars on your wrist that serves as a reminder of who you used to be, I understand but let them go. Let the past go, open up your heart my love.
It's never easy but you have to try.
Open the doors to new beginnings, forgive the past, forgive yourself. You can do this. You got the world ahead of you, you messy piece of art, you are beautiful. Remember this, remember me. I will always be here for you.