12.01.2017
I've been giving it a lot of thought lately, and I realized for the year of 2017 I didn't set any exact resolution for the new year. Yet in the past two weeks of the new year I've already had mini accomplishments and well,made mistakes that I'm not proud of. Relapse of the past break downs aren't exactly new year friendly. I humbly apologize.
However still, after keeping myself home for the past 40 hours I have derived in a conclusion, to make my new year resolution. I am going to devote 2017 into a year for working hard on my career. In the last two weeks I have more than one person giving me pep talks about how I should chase my dreams.
I think that's why I wanted to cling on, because in your eyes, that dedication, that motivation. That's power but obsession becomes a weakness and weakness becomes a lost cause. With that I have to stay strong and cut out the supply and make myself strong.
I have always been a passionate person, just without a passion. Like I'm constantly giving 149737 percent into whatever I'm doing but I never actually set out a goal or like what I want. I just do merely because I have and maybe that's why I never go far. So this year, 2017 for a change, I'm going to work way harder on my dreams and basically saving more money. Cause I know (a bit too soon butttt) 2018 is going to be a crazy adventure.
That's right, 2018 Tomorrowland I AM COMING FOR YOU.
From now, till then I will work harder on improving myself, find a better job, start making smarter choices for life. Anyway, heading to +66 with S tomorrow and I'm stoked. What a better way to start a new chapter than an adventure.
2017, lets do this.