13.03.2017
Oh my complicated little mind, what have we been up to. Time is passing way too fast, third month of the year, half way through the last segment of the first quarter. Where did all the time go? These time well spent isn't exactly be a waste of time right.
I'm back on medication again, I hate this feeling, I hate the feeling of being unable to show how I feel, unable to describe how I feel, unable to break down because... just because.
For awhile now, I've ran out of words, ran out of thoughts. For maybe perhaps, I met someone, who feels like summertime yet dark like a cold winter night. The exchange of thoughts, of loving, never came out easier. Still, who knows how long this lasts.
Everything is about the moment, in the moment with you.
Never knew it was this fun dancing with the devil, prancing in his playroom of shadows. Could it be possible, there is after all someone's demon who matches mine?